IF ONLY,
Sometimes I wish I could just wipe out time,
But only it made my stronger over time
But if only I could take that time away,
Just one time..
I would...
So my child would could go back in time
To never feel or see that time....
Friday, August 14, 2009
Words to you my friend
Words to you my friend
Wonderful sweet words from you my friend,
Helping me forget the horror where I came from,
Up lifting me from the darkness where I been all alone.
Not been able to share my smile for a long time
Feeling like that little girl again.
Hearing your voice, your kind words..
Your heart and learning who you are.
Wanted to say thank you,
for just being who you are!
Wonderful sweet words from you my friend,
Helping me forget the horror where I came from,
Up lifting me from the darkness where I been all alone.
Not been able to share my smile for a long time
Feeling like that little girl again.
Hearing your voice, your kind words..
Your heart and learning who you are.
Wanted to say thank you,
for just being who you are!
Looks Just So Fine!
Everything looks just so fine
No one knew,
No one ever asked,
Everything just looked just so fine
Nice cars , Nice home,Nice wife.
Everything looked in its place.
Who could tell?
That things was falling apart in there life.
Feeling like I was dying,
Grasping for air,
My last words,
Was my only words,
As I blacked out,
All I can remember
Calling to my God
To hear my voice,
That no one was hearing,
As I past out, I felt safe.
My God answered my prayers,
As I am able to write my story.
No one knew,
No one ever asked,
Everything just looked just so fine
Nice cars , Nice home,Nice wife.
Everything looked in its place.
Who could tell?
That things was falling apart in there life.
Feeling like I was dying,
Grasping for air,
My last words,
Was my only words,
As I blacked out,
All I can remember
Calling to my God
To hear my voice,
That no one was hearing,
As I past out, I felt safe.
My God answered my prayers,
As I am able to write my story.
POISON VS FORGIVENESS
Poison VS Forgiveness
If you don't forgive someone,
You hold hatred in,
Its like keeping the poison in your belly,
And not letting it out.
I forgive you.
YOU will never come near US ever again !
If you don't forgive someone,
You hold hatred in,
Its like keeping the poison in your belly,
And not letting it out.
I forgive you.
YOU will never come near US ever again !
UNDER WATER
Under Water
Feeling free from all his problems
Forgetting about all his pain
Splashing away forgetting all the hurt
On his back floating and kicking and trusting the waters
Because he feels safe from all he has gone threw
Lifting his head taking a peak just checking with one eye
Making sure his mom is alright.
Going right back and being that boy once again.
Feeling free from all his problems
Forgetting about all his pain
Splashing away forgetting all the hurt
On his back floating and kicking and trusting the waters
Because he feels safe from all he has gone threw
Lifting his head taking a peak just checking with one eye
Making sure his mom is alright.
Going right back and being that boy once again.
The Man, The Stranger
The Man,the Stranger
He was a man that did not drink, did not do drugs, loves God.
What happened to this man?
Before I knew he change into someone I did not know
A stranger before my eyes,
A strong man who lost faith in God who became Weak
When will he ever get it, I will never know.
I will have to just keep my faith,
Just forgive this man
Move on with my life.
He was a man that did not drink, did not do drugs, loves God.
What happened to this man?
Before I knew he change into someone I did not know
A stranger before my eyes,
A strong man who lost faith in God who became Weak
When will he ever get it, I will never know.
I will have to just keep my faith,
Just forgive this man
Move on with my life.
The Container
The Container
Having fear of the door being shut behind
Not knowing what will be next on his mind
Sitting on the couch as the man comes behind
Wondering if a swing will follow behind.
Trying to do something kind, but only to cry for doing something kind.
Wanting to fix something broken only for the man to rip it down.
But know I can fix anything with out that man ripping anything down.
Having fear of the door being shut behind
Not knowing what will be next on his mind
Sitting on the couch as the man comes behind
Wondering if a swing will follow behind.
Trying to do something kind, but only to cry for doing something kind.
Wanting to fix something broken only for the man to rip it down.
But know I can fix anything with out that man ripping anything down.
The Closet
The closet
In the beginning I would hear the noises in the closet
I would see the man in the closet
As big as he is ...and as strong as he was.
Like a child in the closet .
Never knowing what he was doing
Until I go the courage
Found a trail of candy wrappers leading to the closet.
In the beginning I would hear the noises in the closet
I would see the man in the closet
As big as he is ...and as strong as he was.
Like a child in the closet .
Never knowing what he was doing
Until I go the courage
Found a trail of candy wrappers leading to the closet.
Hot Wax Candle
Hot Wax Candle
Seeing threw my eyes a man dipping his hands
over and over into hot wax.
With his eyes glassy and empty inside.
Thinking he knows what he is doing.
Hearing him speak as if there was a crowd watching over him.
But only I was observing the man I once knew.
High on his mix and taking all his pills so he can get his thrill.
Dipping his hands into hot wax ,
Repeatedly putting it back.
Taking it back out of that hot mi-co wave over and over again.
Trying to put his hand back in again to grab that wick again.
Telling me over and over again,
That he is making his bomb over and over again.
*To blow our family up again and again.
(*this last line I had to change to protect the person he wanted to blow up!)
Seeing threw my eyes a man dipping his hands
over and over into hot wax.
With his eyes glassy and empty inside.
Thinking he knows what he is doing.
Hearing him speak as if there was a crowd watching over him.
But only I was observing the man I once knew.
High on his mix and taking all his pills so he can get his thrill.
Dipping his hands into hot wax ,
Repeatedly putting it back.
Taking it back out of that hot mi-co wave over and over again.
Trying to put his hand back in again to grab that wick again.
Telling me over and over again,
That he is making his bomb over and over again.
*To blow our family up again and again.
(*this last line I had to change to protect the person he wanted to blow up!)
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