KITTY

Hearing the kitty meow all night long not knowing where she was..

The door open and the light shines in and she quickly runs out

While he shuts the door ...

Not looking back in for her baby's

He locks the door behind her.

She had no choice..

Her fur was falling out from dehydration

I thought she was going to die as she was my kitty.

I realize she had her baby's in the container.

I couldn't risk going in there.

I told them they were in there but he didn't care,

Days went by,

Then weeks went by

Then he went in there the get them...

To only show my son the dried up body's

Of my Kitty's baby's....

Taken

TaKEN

Feeling of pain inside my Heart

He took everything from me

What more can he take...

I flee with nothing but my child and me....

He continues to stalk people I know.

My family and friends...

Trying to be kind making me look out of my mind..

Making people think I'm losing my mind..

Putting all that fear back in my mind..

Don't you see,don't you see....

He just keeps reminding me of that time...

Of putting that fear in my mind...

EMPTYNESS

EMPTYNESS

Feeling empty inside today.

Sometimes I just want to just give up and just die.

But my son is the only reason why I keep going..

People disappoint me everyday.

They say they are going to help me today to only break the appointed for the day.

Keeping me just waiting around for the whole day.

And it really hurts when its your only favorite big brother.

Always A Monster

Always A Monster

Bought a home for 308.but a loan for 208.

Trusted him with my heart.

Before I knew it , the loan was for 490.

What a fool I was to trust him....

Love the man as for he was Sober

That only lasted a short time

For the true person he was ,will always be that monster

That stole a big part of my life away.

LIKE never haveing FEAR

My little boy was just a little boy

Now is not a little boy as he is going up so fast,

Being so afraid to jump off that diving board one day

To be jumping of that diving board like he never had fear.

IF you only knew how brave he was,

TO see and know this braveness of this little boy.

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The Cell

The cell

The phone rang

5 am in the morning...

There was a voice on the other end

Are you mom?

Hello are you mom?

Who is this?

Are you sandy"s mother?

Who?

ARE you Sandy's mother?

No!

She has your phone and you under mom?

Maybe , her name is not sandy!

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My worst night mare!
He only knows..........
Because I told Him !He only knew!
My worst /night mare!

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The Lady with no name has my little boys phone
She is dying in the hospital and no one cares
She is just a working girl from the street.
She held on to my sons phone with my number

to feel like she belong maybe?

How did she Get my son' phone from that house..?

Seeing My son's pictures of love from a mother and a son.

Holding on to memory's she had once had as a child.

Before it was stolen from the Lady with no name.....

I do hope she has a name? ,.......She deserves a name.....