HANGING ON TIGHT,
WITH YOUR ARMS WRAP TIGHT.
GOING THREW THE CURVES
AND THE FEELING OF HIM GRABBING ON
AND FEELING AND SQUEEZING YOUR LEFT LEG
MAKING SURE HIS BABY GIRL IS HOLDING ON!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
JUST SIGN MY PAPERS AND LET ME GO FREE...!
BEING OUT THERE AND RIDING NOW IS A GREAT FEELING.
GLAD TO BE BACK ON THE BIKE ONCE AGAIN AMONG FRIENDS,
SEEN SOME OLD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME NEW ONES.
IT FEELS SO GOOD BEING ME AGAIN AND NOT LOCKED UP LIKE THE MONSTER WANTED ME.
THE MONSTER INSIST THAT NO ONE BUT HIM WILL EVEN HAVE ME .
BUT HE IS SO WRONG ABOUT THAT.
HE TRIED BEATING ME DOWN TO NOTHING BUT THE WOMAN I WAS IS COMING BACK. EVEN HARDER AND STRONGER AND A BETTER PERSON.
I HAVE BEEN DRINKING ON SOME OCCASIONS AND I KNOW THAT MY BODY CANNOT HANDEL IT, ESPECIALLY THE VODKA I LIKE TO DRINK.
I DRANK SO MUCH THAT THE LAST PLACE I WAS AT THE BOUNCERS HAD TO LIFT ME UP ON TO THE BACK OF THE HARLEY SO WE CAN GET HOME...
I REMEMBER TELLING HIM I COULDN'T TASTE THE VODKA AND SITTING AND WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO MY LEGS WOULD NOT MOVE ..
I WONT SAY WHO I WAS WITH, BUT WE HAD A GREAT TIME TOGETHER.
HE TOOK GOOD CARE OF ME FOR THE REST OF THE NITE,
I HAVEN'T HAD FUN LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME AND IT WENT ON TO THE NEXT DAY....I'M SO GLAD HE IS MY FRIEND AND I HAD A LOT OF FUN.
MY LAST FRIEND I HUNG OUT WITH WAS LOTS OF FUN BUT IT WAS TOO MUCH ABOUT HIMSELF AND IT KINDA GOT OLD TO ME REALLY FAST..
I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN A MAN THINKS HE KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE THINKING.
IT REALLY REMINDS ME OF WHAT JOHN USED TO DO TO ME SO I JUST FLED THAT SCENE.
YOU JUST DON'T TELL ME WHAT I'M FEELING AND THINK YOU KNOW ME..
I KNOW I CHANGE SINCE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, ESPECIALLY SINCE MY OWN MOTHER BETRAYED ME.
I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS,I USED TO HAVE A WALL UP BUT THIS TIME ITS DIFFERENT TODAY.
I DON'T KNOW IF ITS TRUST ISSUES OR WHAT..IS IT SOMETHING BURNING INSIDE OF ME..
OR IS THIS THE REAL ME JUST COMING OUT.
WITH ALL IVE BEEN THREW I FEEL I HAVE A STEAL DOOR IN MY WAY AT ALL TIMES AND I HAVE TO WATCH WHEN IT OPENS TO SEE WHATS COMING AT ME NEXT.
I GUESS ITS LIKE INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR THE LOIN TO COME AND EAT YOU .
I'M ALREADY LOOKING IN AND READY FOR THE LOIN TO CLOSE HIS MOUTH ON ME.
I STILL FACING THOSE FEARS AND NO WAY GOING TO RUN .
I HERE AND HE CAN COME RIGHT TO ME BECAUSE I'M TRIED OF RUNNING.
I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU NO MORE AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT.
I DO KNOW SHE TOLD YOU ABOUT MY BLOG AND YOU ARE READING IT.
LIKE I SAID TO YOU MANY TIMES YOU ARE A VERY MEAN AND ANGRY MAN.
I DO FORGIVE YOU,
THIS IS A DRUG ADDICTION THAT YOU ARE FACING AND THIS IS ALL YOU KNOW. THE MAN THAT I HAD MET WAS ONLY SOBER FOR 15 YEARS....
HE IS INSIDE THERE SOMEWHERE ,MAYBE ONE DAY HE MIGHT COME OUT AGAIN OR MAYBE NOT... BUT LIKE I TOLD YOU MANY TIMES OVER AND OVER ...IT IS OVER WITH US AND I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU JOHN...
YOU WERE A HORRIBLE HUSBAND ANS STEP DAD ... AND LOVER...
YOU NEEDED TO LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CAN LOVE ANYONE ...
SO START THERE...
LET ME GO ,
GIVE ME WHAT BELONGS TO ME!
STOP HOLDING ON...
STOP USING MY COURT ORDER FOR WHY YOU CANT MOVE ON...
JUST SIGN MY PAPERS AND LET ME GO FREE....
GLAD TO BE BACK ON THE BIKE ONCE AGAIN AMONG FRIENDS,
SEEN SOME OLD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME NEW ONES.
IT FEELS SO GOOD BEING ME AGAIN AND NOT LOCKED UP LIKE THE MONSTER WANTED ME.
THE MONSTER INSIST THAT NO ONE BUT HIM WILL EVEN HAVE ME .
BUT HE IS SO WRONG ABOUT THAT.
HE TRIED BEATING ME DOWN TO NOTHING BUT THE WOMAN I WAS IS COMING BACK. EVEN HARDER AND STRONGER AND A BETTER PERSON.
I HAVE BEEN DRINKING ON SOME OCCASIONS AND I KNOW THAT MY BODY CANNOT HANDEL IT, ESPECIALLY THE VODKA I LIKE TO DRINK.
I DRANK SO MUCH THAT THE LAST PLACE I WAS AT THE BOUNCERS HAD TO LIFT ME UP ON TO THE BACK OF THE HARLEY SO WE CAN GET HOME...
I REMEMBER TELLING HIM I COULDN'T TASTE THE VODKA AND SITTING AND WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO MY LEGS WOULD NOT MOVE ..
I WONT SAY WHO I WAS WITH, BUT WE HAD A GREAT TIME TOGETHER.
HE TOOK GOOD CARE OF ME FOR THE REST OF THE NITE,
I HAVEN'T HAD FUN LIKE THAT IN A LONG TIME AND IT WENT ON TO THE NEXT DAY....I'M SO GLAD HE IS MY FRIEND AND I HAD A LOT OF FUN.
MY LAST FRIEND I HUNG OUT WITH WAS LOTS OF FUN BUT IT WAS TOO MUCH ABOUT HIMSELF AND IT KINDA GOT OLD TO ME REALLY FAST..
I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN A MAN THINKS HE KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE THINKING.
IT REALLY REMINDS ME OF WHAT JOHN USED TO DO TO ME SO I JUST FLED THAT SCENE.
YOU JUST DON'T TELL ME WHAT I'M FEELING AND THINK YOU KNOW ME..
I KNOW I CHANGE SINCE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, ESPECIALLY SINCE MY OWN MOTHER BETRAYED ME.
I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS,I USED TO HAVE A WALL UP BUT THIS TIME ITS DIFFERENT TODAY.
I DON'T KNOW IF ITS TRUST ISSUES OR WHAT..IS IT SOMETHING BURNING INSIDE OF ME..
OR IS THIS THE REAL ME JUST COMING OUT.
WITH ALL IVE BEEN THREW I FEEL I HAVE A STEAL DOOR IN MY WAY AT ALL TIMES AND I HAVE TO WATCH WHEN IT OPENS TO SEE WHATS COMING AT ME NEXT.
I GUESS ITS LIKE INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR THE LOIN TO COME AND EAT YOU .
I'M ALREADY LOOKING IN AND READY FOR THE LOIN TO CLOSE HIS MOUTH ON ME.
I STILL FACING THOSE FEARS AND NO WAY GOING TO RUN .
I HERE AND HE CAN COME RIGHT TO ME BECAUSE I'M TRIED OF RUNNING.
I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU NO MORE AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT.
I DO KNOW SHE TOLD YOU ABOUT MY BLOG AND YOU ARE READING IT.
LIKE I SAID TO YOU MANY TIMES YOU ARE A VERY MEAN AND ANGRY MAN.
I DO FORGIVE YOU,
THIS IS A DRUG ADDICTION THAT YOU ARE FACING AND THIS IS ALL YOU KNOW. THE MAN THAT I HAD MET WAS ONLY SOBER FOR 15 YEARS....
HE IS INSIDE THERE SOMEWHERE ,MAYBE ONE DAY HE MIGHT COME OUT AGAIN OR MAYBE NOT... BUT LIKE I TOLD YOU MANY TIMES OVER AND OVER ...IT IS OVER WITH US AND I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU JOHN...
YOU WERE A HORRIBLE HUSBAND ANS STEP DAD ... AND LOVER...
YOU NEEDED TO LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CAN LOVE ANYONE ...
SO START THERE...
LET ME GO ,
GIVE ME WHAT BELONGS TO ME!
STOP HOLDING ON...
STOP USING MY COURT ORDER FOR WHY YOU CANT MOVE ON...
JUST SIGN MY PAPERS AND LET ME GO FREE....
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