Once Had

8/8/2009 Feelings of today is lost , Empty inside missing the man I once Loved. Where is he? inside his bottle of Bud, drinking his life away. Taking a Pill a day. Forgetting all we ever had. What ever happen? The man that I met had so much strength. And the man I see now, weaken by the pills, and bottle. Destroying his life piece by piece, from each sip of the bottle and each pill he takes into his body . He dissolves slowly to a stranger that i will never know. I choose to never know this stranger of pills, and of a bottle as it only causes pain to the ones you Love. So my feeling of Lost is only gratitude that it is not me today sorrowing in my self pity today!