To Late,No turning back..

Keeping it all in ,not telling a soul

Look where it got me .only later letting little pieces out .

One by one,feeling so ashamed because it has gotten so out of hand.

That no one would believe that this could be really happen.

But it was slowly happening, but I thought I could handle it all my self.

When I started complaining people listen, and it seem that they just didn't want to hear it.

Was it that they didn't want to believe or put their hand out to help.

Everyone has advice but its not that I don't want to do it,,

Its that I need to be taken by the hand at times cause Ive been beaten down so many times.

Because if I was able to do it alone I would of done it alone already..

I sat in front of the police station wanted to walk in to tell my story many of times.

And when at the hospital, been asked over and over and just was too afraid but I almost told ...but he realize

And that when he got wise....

So that's why I'm sharing my story...The man I trusted and Loved that became this monster got scared and set me up .... and turn the table on me... so if it wasn't for me being wise taken pictures with my phone and keeping all dates and family and support I would of been serving time. as this man is walking the streets now..



so you see report everything that happens to you ..And don't feel that you are being a Rat.



it will only keep you safe.



In his sick mind he still feel he has done no wrong to me, but if he ever gets off the drugs he might see what he has done when he realize he lost his family.